August 26, 2008

never be the same again


It's strange. I feel a bit weightless- as ironic as that sounds. As if I'm hovering above my own head, watching the events play out as they occur. I'll never know if it was too much food...It all tumbled out accidentally. I tried my best to scoop out all those dreadful blood worms. I did. I'll never know if it was a lethal dose of dechlorinator that I used to top off the bowl instead of changing the water entirely. Perhaps it was the deadly combination of both. Either way...my Logan is gone. And my world is just a little bit emptier than it was before.

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